08. an origin story :: evolution and destiny of the human race


08. an origin story :: evolution and destiny of the human race

Consider a rose!? Could a random explosion of gas create something as sensual, thoughtful, aromatic, or colorful? 

Bring to mind your favorite creation story? It probably contains elements of fate, magic, intrigue, out of this world happenings, life, death, and rebirth. Consider if you will this explanation of how we got here in the first place? The speaker is Regina Meredith, who created ‘Conscious Media Network’, the first online network to feature full length original video interviews with authors and experts in the realms of the meta-physical, healing arts and alternative theories, opening up a world that many had experienced but never had access to on this scale. Conscious Media Network is now Gaia TV a subscription based video service. Regina is what brought me to Sedona for a weekend workshop at her house.  



07. disclosure happened!


07. disclosure happened!

On Wednesday, May 9th, 2001, over twenty military, intelligence, government, corporate and scientific witnesses came forward at the National Press Club in Washington, DC to establish the reality of UFOs or extraterrestrial vehicles, extraterrestrial life forms, and resulting advanced energy and propulsion technologies. The weight of this first-hand testimony, along with supporting government documentation and other evidence, will establish without any doubt the reality of these phenomena.

My mentor and friend Regina Meredith was present at this disclosure. She herself a studied intuitive that goes on as much hard facts as the knowing only one can feel for oneself. She describes grown men crying after the weight was lifted off of their shoulders as they shared their impossible truth. 

Discussion encouraged below.




06. November = There Will Be Blood


06. November = There Will Be Blood

I love moving when inspiration hits. That get's a little tricky with scheduling things, like this every Thursday Strange offering. I do plan to honor that appointment as much as I can. So for this Thursday's edition I wanted to share a few things that touched me or made me feel less strange for all the questions I have. 


A WORD FROM ALISON NAPPI, Author/Awakened Goddess/Woman=Yin

Choosing the lesser of two evils, in a fraudulent political system such as the one set up in the U.S., is your energetic consent to be governed by war criminals and psychopaths.
In all areas of life, the will, the health, the well-being, and the healing desired by an overwhelming number of souls within the population is completely ignored, willfully undermined, or forcibly oppressed.
Don't protest. Protect. Don't compromise. Stand up for you you stand for.
Don't believe for one second that the government we have is necessary, needed, or even wanted. This is an artificial construct set up to vamp your power by creating fear that makes you want to give away the only true currency there ever was: your life force, the hours of your time here, the blood of your labor and pain.
If we want a better world, we need vision, courage, faith and right action. We must take back our power, take back the permission we gave to live under someone else's authority.
Authority, in its current, distorted form is completely unreal. There is only one true authority: the spark of divinity inside you, and the rest is just violence. That divinity, is the same divinity in every single sentient being. It is self-organizing, and self-harmonizing. Its nature is love.
We live in a nation run by thugs and gangsters. So-called authority figures and their institutions are nothing more than constructs of enslavement and control.
Don't you want your life to belong to you?
Don't you think you deserve to actually benefit from your own labors?
Don't you want to see everyone fed, housed, clothed, healed, safe, loved?
Institutions have no interest in doing this, because all creations have a nature, and the nature of modern-day institutions are conformity, control and harvesting life force which is then 'banked' instead of poured back into the population who 'donated' it.
And donation isn't even the right word. Because we were tricked. Manipulated. Born into a construct of competition and survival. Gobbled up by the machine in the first days of life, when we are assigned our "birth certificates" and shortly thereafter, our "social security" numbers, which are actually your governments ownership of you, and all that you produce while living.
If we want change, we, as a nation, and a world, must take care of each other!
This means feeding the hungry people in our communities.
Building housing for the poor and the homeless.
Protecting the mentally ill by actually trusting them to know what they need to get better.
This means bearing compassionate witness to our own suffering and the suffering of others.
This means protecting the ground, the water, the skies.
This means local organic food.
This means mentoring each other.
This means making sure no one is left out or cast aside when pie is being served.
We don't need to be governed. We need to show up and love the fuck out of each other.
You want to change the world? Start by finding your eternal self, the true authority within you. It knows which right actions are yours to do. It knows the way. It is contact with itself in everything. Everywhere.
This is a chance for a chance. The human race has already fallen a half-dozen times. Crash the system or it will crash the planet. Care to be a dinosaur all over again? How about a pig about to be cooked? Did you enjoy your life as a monkey? Do you really want to go through a few more million years of what you already did?
The time is now. Every day, it is time.
#nooneforpresident2016 #electionday #USElections

A word from Betinho Massaro, Bender of Reality/Spiritual Teacher/Man= Yang

Great Suffering requires Great Compassion

In recent months I have been exposed to information from several insiders regarding organized crimes initiated and maintained from the highest levels of authority (beyond 'the government'), and have been privy to the corruption of this world's incompetent, selfish, and abusive leadership, and the atrocities they commit on a daily basis, often leading back hundreds, sometimes thousands of years--but reaching an all time high in the past several decades.

To mention a few things: organized kidnappings by our own leaders, child pornography and child (and adult) murders for money, slave-trade both on-world and off-world, ritualistic torture and sexual abuse/trafficking, sophisticated techniques to control the minds of this collective at large and keep us small and believing we're powerless; including you and your life whether you know this yet or not, among many other crimes too disgusting to mention against demographics that have no physical or intellectual means to defend themselves properly. And there is no body of government out there able to stand up for the rights of these demographics, or unlucky participants. The system is broken. This must come as no news to you, and yet... The corruption runs way deeper than most any of us can wrap our minds around. 

Practically everything we see out there is a front, a game intended for us to be seen. As human minds, we are living in a matrix of control and delusion. That's why it is becoming increasingly more important for the many to WAKE UP and enlighten themselves not only on the truth of what's going on, but more importantly: we need to educate the people on the nature of Consciousness, the truth of our being, and the innate beauty and abundance of our Soul.


My Challenge

Something I'm ever challenged with in my 'position' as a teacher/leader in my own way, is to be aware of the mess and the horrors, yet to not be consumed by them vibrationally for longer than is necessary for me to 'get it' (the negative side's motives, and the victim's side experience) and understand and feel compassion for all parties involved. 

If I am to do my part as a leader of a New Earth by 2035 well, I cannot allow myself to dwell on the wrongdoings and seeming unfairness of those whose currently failing regime still to this day organizes and abuses the many.

When I learn new facts of what has been secretly happening behind the scenes of what is supposed to be our governing body--our parental system looking out for the greater good--I take a little bit of time to engage in that information so fully and without fear or hesitation, so that it can rip my little world apart for a moment and show me the reality of what many people have been or still are experiencing. And I feel it as my duty to shed light where I can. To bring forth equality where possible. 

Being exposed to the nature of our controlling bodies and agencies posing as our saviors and safe-keepers while raping our civilization in secret, fills me with many perspectives, ranging from brief and momentary outrage and disbelief, to compassion, tears and profound love and gratitude/respect for all victims, and ultimately to compassion and love for the perpetrators at a deeper level of their being as well. But most of all it fills me with inspiration to find out how I can continue to contribute to transform this collective into the world that truly every living being deserves it to be: Happy, friendly, loving, abundant, free. 

I have many sub-themes (blueprints) operating within my overall theme/blueprint for this life, all of which are of a certain significance and influence concerning many other-selves, making it sometimes puzzling and challenging to find the right balance of perspectives to multi-dimensionally be able to be of most balanced service to all those who I influence directly or indirectly with my being here. 

Each time I learn of new layers of this global corruption, I am left feeling more compassion for All That Is, less ability to position myself firmly in one perspective of 'for or against', and gradually develop an ever bigger, more complete picture of The One's Infinite Creation by no longer holding on to bias. After all, what do I know? I have to accept the will of All That Is. All has to be included in my view as equally valid if I wish to be transcendent and powerful in my service to others.


What We Can Do as Shepherds of a New Earth

When we hear of these atrocities, we cannot linger for too long in the negative vibration of those polarities, if we wish to be of effective service. We must maintain hope and faith and inspiration to do right by those who actively wish to co-create a fairer, more balanced planet Earth. We have to acknowledge and feel the pain that is out there, understand it, not run from it yet not indulge in its misery, extract our desire and true intention from it as light-bringers, and re-submit our votes for wanting to stay in the game of this life, and be of service for as long and as fully as we can. 

If we wish to be effective shepherds to this world full of beings, we have to utilize the pain and suffering of this world--which yes, is still enormous and wide-spread on one level--and find it in our hearts to access that Great Compassion which encompasses not only 'the good' but sees the synergy between good and evil, and the constant agreement that exists between the two polarities.

As much as the human nature in us--and the limited scope of what our minds can perceive and reason with--would love to choose sides and polarize 'against' the perpetrators, we cannot allow ourselves to fall prey to this polarization; for it divides us and puts us out of touch with our innate power. 'Choosing sides' too much greatly diminishes our ability to serve the light coming forth into this sphere at this time. We have to do better than just be protestors. We have to become both sides and transcend them, so that we can truly bring forth an equality that carries with it unconditional love for all.

Hence my hesitation with starting channels of disclosure on our upcoming Trinfinity TV platform, of the many forms of secrecy, because I know that it is human nature to fall into pain and misery upon seeing pain and misery and what looks like victimization. 

I am privy to some of these details--as you can all be if you so desire--but it is my job to focus on the positive aspect of this time for this transformational species: humanity. We need to forgive both the victims and the perpetrators, and ourselves for not knowing. We have to let love shine brighter than the polarities of this world. We have to be beyond good and evil if we wish to serve the balanced good.

Great suffering, or awareness of others' great suffering, in a compassionate being either conjures up great anger if that being feels disempowered to inspire change, or great compassion if that being knows their innate connection to the Creator and All That Is.

Let it be great compassion that we choose, even if briefly preluded by an initial burst of outrage and anger. Let others' and your own suffering and victimization beliefs break you open into disbelief, only to have faith in humanity once again after you process these emotions with love for self and other-self. Come back to having faith in Humanity's immediate future. Have faith against all odds, over and over again. Believe in a New Earth by--or before--2035.

The less you take a stance, the more powerful you can be of service in a balanced way.


You are Loved and Supported by the Infinite

I love you my friends, and my heart goes out to all the suffering available in this universe, and in particular on this planet. It is good to remember that although this planet seems to beg of us to recognize the suffering that abounds--suffering is ultimately a temporary illusion as much as this physical life is a temporary illusion we engage in for the sake of soul-learning.

Or as one service-to-self oriented entity once said to a service-to-others audience: "Please remember, that although we play out this earthly game on seemingly opposite sides, in between lives, we are best friends."

Without the dark, who would we be? 

That being said, it's time for a fucking change on this planet. Enough is enough; and the time is come. We are ready for transparency and the collapse of all the old structures until the new ones arise organically out of the rubble. And, we are not alone in this universe. We will receive advanced and skillful help once we have made the change internally as a species ourselves. Once we are Awake and Dedicated to a truer collective experience.

I encourage you all to be the most radiant, fearless, bold expressions of your self and your talents you know how to be, and to always feel supported by the forces of light within you and around you. You are one with the One Infinite Creator. Trust in that, and in this community of people with similar care and vision.

My love goes out to all beings. True Divine Love is non-local and omnidirectional. Thank you, dark side, for showing us what we are capable of becoming. We love you, as we love ourselves, as we love our shared Infinite Creator.


Bentinho Massaro
#NewEarth2035 #Trinfinity

As always healthy open conversation encouraged. Use the forum below.


05. Recommendations for Strange Men + Women


05. Recommendations for Strange Men + Women

I have begun the laborious yet highly entertaining job of creating a resource recommendation list for strange women + men. So with out further (or more) ado here is a list of resources.

Meet Regina Meredith : Informed Spiritual Badass 

Regina has all a pretty solid journalism background. As she became disillusioned with the jobs she was getting she decided to create Gaiam now Gaia TV so she could have a platform to report on the things that she wanted. She has a show called OPEN MINDS where I get much of my information and hunches confirmed. Check out her blog and her tv show page.

Sean Stone : Conspiracy Realist With

A Recognizable Last Name


Sean stone did not go the typical route of children with famous parents. His father Oliver Stone produced Natural Born Killers and The Untold History of the United States probably was a pivotal influence on his children. Instead he dedicated his life to exposing a different truth about the framework we all live within. His Instagram handle says he is a conspiracy realist, and I love that tile. Check out some of the videos he has done on his show called The Buzzsaw.

Alexis Brooks : Higher Journeys Host



Alexis Brooks is a #1 best-selling author, journalist, researcher and talk show host covering metaphysics, spirituality and new thought concepts. She loves talking about fringe beliefs and has a lot of guests on her show. Check out her Youtube and her content on Conscious Life News, which is also a great resource.

Stranger Dimensions Blog 

Stranger Dimensions is a blog covering fringe science, unexplained mysteries, and the paranormal. I just found this via an article I was reading. But I trust how the dots connect so their may be some good food for thought here.

Where do you go for your strange news? Comment or use the forum and I will add your suggestions to the recommendations. 










Please use the forum or comments to add your own and I will add them to this master list.




04. The Mandela Effect

...down the rabbit hole we go!



The Mandela Effect is a term for where a group of people all mis-remember the same detail, event or physicality. It is named after the instance in which a large group of people all shared the same memory that Nelson Mandela died prior to his actual 2013 death, usually some time in the 1980's.


The Mandela Effect is a theory of parallel universes, based in the idea that because large groups of people have similar alternative memories about past events. Advocates of the theory claim that for these collective experiences to be true, the fabric of reality must have shifted at some point in the past, and that therefore not only do parallel, inhabitable universes exist, but that we are constantly switching between them.

My Introduction

When I was first introduced to this idea I was only aware of definition one. I was asked how I remembered the movie Anne Rice made with Tom Cruise and Brad Pitt and I said, "Interview with a Vampire." I loved that movie back in the day and was confident in my memory. I even recalled asked someone who was 18 to buy me and my good friend tickets to the movie. So when I heard it's now INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE all I thought was, well maybe they just changed the language. Slowly more conversations progressed to other details that a large group of people remembered one way but is now reflected differently. Everything from the famous line in Star Wars, to MacDonalds, and book titles. 

The Berenstain/Berenstein Bears

No single example of the Mandela Effect has generated more online buzz than that of the children's book series and animated TV show The Berenstain Bears. Quite a few people who grew up with the series, it turns out, remember the title being The Berenstein Bears, with the name ending in "ein" instead of "ain" (with some even going to go so far as to maintain that the fictional bears' surname was changed along the way to make it "less Jewish"):

Other Alternate Memories
• The countries of Sri Lanka and New Zealand being located in different places on the planet.
• The number of American states being 51 or 52.

The woman who coined the term Fiona has this on her website about this mysterious effect.

1. What is the Mandela Effect? It refers to apparently real, alternate memories of a history that doesn’t match the documented history in this reality.

2. What causes the Mandela Effect? I haven’t a clue. So far, most people seem to think it’s either a “slide” to an alternate reality, or we’re in a holodeck (see clip below) that’s experiencing a few glitches.

If you take quantum science seriously and you’re interested in the idea of this being a holodeck, the juicy discussion starts at about 6:15 in this video.

Be forewarned: These quantum/reality concepts may offend some people, especially those working with literal Creationist beliefs.

And, when you get to the negative energy concept, around the 15:00 point where he’s talking about Dr. Richard Feynman’s theory and retrocausality, it may twist your thinking into a pretzel.

Videos on The Mandela Effect

Let's Talk About It!



03. Cognitive Dissonance

I'm so glad this terminology is floating around. If it's your first time hearing this term, WELCOME. 

Committing to my journey to see the truth, even if it scares me lead me to this word and this phenomenon that we all know and probably have experienced internally (our own resisting of new information and truths) and externally (subjecting others to CD).

I think overcoming cognitive dissonance is an integral part of being willing to see more... 

The world is full of magic things patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper.
— Yates

So as we allow more in, more possibility, more authentic truth,more magic...

What is waiting for us as our senses sharpen? What are your experiences with C.D.?

Let's talk about it strange women!



01. It's All An Illusion?


01. It's All An Illusion?

"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one"

Reality and how we all experience it is a great place to start the discussion on strange phenomenon. The fact that our brain is playing tricks on us all day long in order for this world to make sense is pretty trippy. 

Have you ever watched the TV show Brain Games?

Cutie and major advocate for psychedelics Jason Silva is the host and he goes around doing experiments that challenge the brain. After watching an episode on Netflix I remember feeling even more lost. On one hand I was amazed that the brain can compute so fast; but yet why couldn't I the force behind the brain discern some of these things naturally. 

Take for instance this illusion.

OPTICOPTICAL ILLUSION What would you say if we told you these two boxes were the exact same shade of gray? Can you see it? Gradients and shadows give your brain clues based on your past experiences with shadows. But shadows can lie to you. AL ILLUSION What would you say if we told you these two boxes were the exact same shade of gray? Can you see it? Gradients and shadows give your brain clues based on your past experiences with shadows. But shadows can lie to you. Click the image to further boggle your mind with more brain games.

What would you say if we told you these two boxes were the exact same shade of gray? Can you see it? Gradients and shadows give your brain clues based on your past experiences with shadows. But shadows can lie to you. AL ILLUSION

What would you say if we told you these two boxes were the exact same shade of gray? Can you see it? Gradients and shadows give your brain clues based on your past experiences with shadows. But shadows can lie to you. Click the image to further boggle your mind with more brain games.

Are we living in an illusion? A Matrix?

Press Play! He gets a little preachy at the end but presents many interesting topics for considering. 

So what do you say? Have you thought about this? Experienced a tear in the matrix? A realization? An awakening? Let's discuss. 


Forum Agreements


Forum Agreements

A few words on boundaries & holding and creating safe space for exploration...

I wanted to create this forum of open expression for ideas that have no place else to live. In fact they are orphans and need as much love and attention as possible. They need brave souls who are willing to see what's happening so a new way of being can emerge. 

The only rule here is: BE NICE OR LEAVE!

We will all be sharing ideas, thoughts, links, and conversations about things that challenge the status quo. 

So expect to have your feathers ruffled.

If we don't feel compelled to investigate new ideas about our reality...we, in my opinion, have stagnated somewhere. The very nature of our celestial DNA is one of a coil that will continue to unravel indefinitely, if we get it stimulus and new thought and ideas to do so. 


All ideas are welcome... that means things that would be categorized as dark or sinister as well as mind expanding & magic...

Strong opinions loosely held! Your point of view is welcomed and encouraged here; so is your doubt and your questions. 

If you feathers ain't rufflin'; change ain't coming! A key part of this discussion is being willing to get uncomfortable. 

Be nice or leave! Let us respect the diversity of thought with gracious ways of navigating how we respond when we feel challenged. Remember you are not your beliefs, because we have all believed something and then changed or minds, and guess what....we survived!

Be a creator! This is a space where giving and receiving is needed. If you are here to be a silent bystander or to just critique this is not the place for you. Bring ideas, comments, conversations, and ask me how you can get a guest login to create your own content.  I have created a quick 3 question anonymous quiz to know better what strangeness you want to discover or play with in this space. Click here to be taken to the quiz. The more input we get the better tuned in we will be.

What else should be a part of our manifesto? Please use the forum below to let me know what your feel and I will add it.




Welcome! Strange Woman


Welcome! Strange Woman

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Welcome to a place to discuss the strange, weird, and otherworldly!

This pin was created by Whitney a badass graphic designer and self proclaimed person obsessed with, "fashion, cats, mythology, and odd things." Seeing this pin was the culmination of about three weeks of going down any and every rabbit hole, because why not? I had come to the distinct fork in the road where I realized nothings is as it seems, so why not explore the ridiculous, and seemingly untrue. What I found was anything but lies and I knew I had to create something, a safe place, to question and express. 

So here we are, strange women and men who are bravely willing to ask questions. If you feel so inclined the pin is a great way to support an artist and proclaim your strangeness to the world. (The image is clickable above)

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